oh God,
tell me how to deal with this...
i just don't know how much more can i take.
it takes so much effort for me to be back up, standing strong...
I don't want to fall again and again over the same reason...
it's killing me inside and i don't know what to do. i can't tell ANYONE! I can't! i just can't!
whatever it is I will keep it to myself like you told me to.