I can't shut up!
I talk a lot.
I daydream alot.
Im so random
I love strawberry popsicles
I think Aliens have bigger heads cause they're smart
PROFILE
I can't shut up!
I talk a lot.
I daydream alot.
Im so random
I love strawberry popsicles
I think Aliens have bigger heads cause they're smart
CHATBOX
FRIENDS
Alex |
Animal Care |
Arshia |
Atiqa |
Charis |
Chean |
Charles |
Chantelle |
Iker |
Daniel Goh |
Dylla |
Florentina |
Gadiy |
Joshua |
Jasmine |
Jun Hoh |
Kar Kien |
Khairee |
Keh Bin |
Liyana |
Lisha |
Lobhie|
Nz Phang |
Phang Sheng |
Renise |
Roshann |
Rissa |
Rebecca |
Raymond /
SPCA |
Sher Ree |
Shing |
Sherman |
Tien |
Tien2 |
TC |
Wai Cheen |
Yasmin Ahmad |
Cats and Dogs |
Every dog |
Daphne |
Feline |
Friday, August 28, 2009 -
I feel so weak today, can't even get myself up the bed to make a call... I took off from work, I just don't feel like being out there, I feel so humiliated, like they look at me and say, "Oh finally he did it."
I've been awake for two nights and my dad has been bugging me to get a job everyday, it's so hard...in this kinda condition? I've already lost 2 kg... I hope I'll just be a skeleton in my room, at least i die peacefully in my room right? I was very determined I worked on my abs, *sigh* now I'm just lying there like a corpse, and then get back up go online and go back to bed and stare into blank air...
I have so much hope...I can't cry anymore... I tried crying to make myself better.. I really hope this is all a dream you know.. that I will wake up and I'm form 5 again, and I'm going to school, and you'll text me, "Hey beautiful, good morning!"
Where is that boy? The boy back in form 5? what happened to him? A lot of people told me that he has changed, and they realize why and who. I know that but I just bare with it. I should have done something in the beginning but this can be stop it's still not too late. have hope.
I've been awake for two nights and my dad has been bugging me to get a job everyday, it's so hard...in this kinda condition? I've already lost 2 kg... I hope I'll just be a skeleton in my room, at least i die peacefully in my room right? I was very determined I worked on my abs, *sigh* now I'm just lying there like a corpse, and then get back up go online and go back to bed and stare into blank air...
I have so much hope...I can't cry anymore... I tried crying to make myself better.. I really hope this is all a dream you know.. that I will wake up and I'm form 5 again, and I'm going to school, and you'll text me, "Hey beautiful, good morning!"
Where is that boy? The boy back in form 5? what happened to him? A lot of people told me that he has changed, and they realize why and who. I know that but I just bare with it. I should have done something in the beginning but this can be stop it's still not too late. have hope.
sneak
peek
peek