Had weird dreams for the past few days and it's kinda bothering me, because in my dream, I actually said, "Alhamdullilah" (sorry I don't know how to spell it). I remember
Him talking to me while I hold
your hands.
Yesterday when I was out with a friend, my friend was looking at the facebook pictures and i saw something.
I can't take it, I went home and I was stoning in my room, I just can't take anymore of this, everything just happen too fast. I tried to calm myself down but it's impossible... I was breaking down, I just can't take the pain, I keep questioning myself... and every time I close my eyes, I see that picture, I imagined stuffs... but I can't help it.
I wanted to end everything by myself. I wanted to. I just can't take it anymore...