You laugh in the beginning end up crying You build up dreams and destroy it You work hard but gave up half way You treasure it now and later it's all trash You make promises and break those promises You create memories to indulge in reminiscence You lied to cover up the truth to make yourself feel better You create problems You run away from it You took it away and never return it You left your marks You never erased them You look up to them then, and hate that you're like them now You are fuck up just to fuck other life's up You build up walls to protect yourself You go out at night to stay away from nightmares You laugh out loud so you can't hear what's in your head You keep hating so you stop loving